| Little Catholic schoolgirl that I am at heart, "Chant to Jesus" made a helluva lot of sense to me.
While I feel a fondness for Nichiren and a connection to the Gohonzon, I admit that there's something hopelessly abstract and alien to me about Japanese, kanji and the pantheon of Buddhist gods and demons. I can understand the concepts, of course, but I feel no gut, emotional connection to the symbolism and imagery of Buddhism.
I've felt bad about this, too. I've felt that I was failing to connect with heart of Buddhist practice. It never occurred to me that it might be the other way around, and Buddhist practice was failing to connect with my heart.
Then I heard "chant to Jesus," and it was a come-to-Jesus moment for me. (For me. Not necessarily for you.)
I can relate to Jesus as a loving bodhisattva. I can relate to St. Mary and all the saints as eternal bodhisattvas who are here with me, right now, in a very personal, supportive way. I immediately, personally relate to the idea of grace, of being a channel of grace in the world, being of service, knowing that my thoughts, words and deeds influence and are influenced by a realm beyond my ordinary five senses. Isn't this in keeping with the Buddhist concept of a bodhisattva?
I don't care how many times Buddhist scholars hit me over the head with the belief that there is no soul, no enduring individual identity. I can't accept that. I know better. There are saints and angels in my life. I have seen evidence.
St. Theresa of Avila showed me that there is a cathedral in my heart. It's a safe, still, eternal chapel where I can pray, weep and sing the joys and sorrows of this world. When I "take refuge" this is where I go. It makes more sense to me than taking refuge in the Buddhist "triple gem."
How is this cathedral so different than the Treasure Tower that emerges in the Lotus Sutra? The treasure tower is within our lives, right? Well, I can't relate to a treasure tower. But I can relate to Chartres in my heart.
OK, so I'm offering this snapshot of my spiritual journey for your perusal and comment. What do you think? Would you ever chant to Jesus? Is chanting to Jesus a horrific slander in your view?
Lemme have it. Dissect mercilessly. You won't hurt my feelings.
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