| In observing my own practice, I see that I chant in three different ways, maybe more.
1. Just plain chanting of the daimoku. This is my "just do it" style of practice. I'm not particularly thinking about anything while I'm doing it. I just sit and chant, and also sit silently for longish periods and follow my breath.
2. Chanting with intention. With this kind of daimoku, I feel that I'm working with a question, problem, or desire. I feel as if I'm "communicating" with the Gohonzon. It feels conversational and can be intense.
3. Chanting and leaving it alone. In this mode, I feel like I have a big, weighty concern, but I am at a loss about what to "do" about it. So I basically offer it to the Gohonzon along with my daimoku and say, essentially, "You figure it out." |
| The first style of chanting seems the "most universally Buddhist" to me. Meaning, I feel that I'm practicing for the sake of practicing. I'm not doing it to get something out of it. I'm observing my own thinking/emotional process, not judging or manipulating anything. From what I understand about other forms of Buddhism, this approach to chanting is in keeping with what other denominations do as daily practice. (Correct me if I am wrong, please.)
The second style of chanting is how most Nichiren Buddhist "do" chanting. We have some specific issue in mind, whether a relationship issue or a burning desire for world peace, and we chant Namu myoho renge kyo "about" that issue. Individuality, desire, confusion, and a whole host of other emotions and ideas can arise during this type of chanting. Sometimes you can get in a real groove with it and go for hours at a stretch. It can be an ecstatic religious experience.
The third style of chanting reminds me of prayer in the Christian sense. I don't think of the Gohonzon as a deity or saint that will intercede on my behalf. No. It's more as if I'm "releasing" my problem or issue. Usually, I continue to be concerned about the issue, but I feel that it is being worked out or is working itself out in a complex process that I cannot understand.
The word "prayer" implies an act of beseeching something -- an internal potential, an external entity, or both -- and implies qualities of humility, gratitude, faith, and the releasing of one's self-centered will.
Can my three approaches to chanting all be called prayer?
The first kind doesn't do any beseeching, really. The second kind is very beseechy, but also has a strong dose of individual will and desire. The third kind seems most in keeping with the word "prayer" but it is also, perhaps, farthest from the way that most Nichiren Buddhists approach practice.
What do you think? How do you chant? All comments appreciated. |